I for being in love, and love him and love him, I am subjecting myself and I am accepting the idea of always being the last on his list of chores, and worst of all is that there is something new for me, as is their behavior since I know, but it still does not do me good, as the "positive" is that it does not nor do I enter the stage of putting me in that position I'll be better or I will feel happy because at least it I will continue to be with him, no, to me this situation is bad, I feel depressed, sad and worst of all is that I know now, he is in his kitchen, his laptop, doing things for your different pages, without me presentand, for even the answer mail me and I am the asshole that will end up clicking again go over to his house at night because the last time I did not go for something like this, it did not care, and I end up going home the next night. WHAT ABOUT ME? I deserve a better deal, different ...
I'm acting like a little patient and anger and gives me because I send a lot of shit with my ex, I would say too, and this is something completely new. The other day I read in a blog that sometimes waited eight months, ten years, the words that will never come, and read it even knowing the other person was like me a click, never going to get something nice of part, never, or if any are encouraged to tease me, I'm not going to want to be with him. In few days we are 8 months together and he does not register, do not know, or care, abundant! The only calls I get with proposals beyond friendship, are married men, I want to be seduced and think they'll give me something better than the woman on her side, and who are not married, are friends and nothing more. My friendship circle is limited, I know new people because I left the school because it was one big porquerÃay here I am on a Monday holiday, covered, looking at a d & iacutee; to gray out the window, more alone than a fuckin 'dog, listening to Madonna and willing to make telepathic contact with him to tell me to see us early. The point is that Reverend me patience is running out, everything has a limit, sometimes a little worrying, but the fact is that being in love, love it and love is not enough if I have a return, and only what I have when I'm with Ely and not enough. I'm insatiable
but realistic and true to what I want.
CHT
