I'm angry, depressed, angry, quiet, with anger. Do not believe in marriage as an institution, now do not believe in relationships. There are many flaws, too vulnerable, beginning with a "we" an end with an "I" difficult to manage, understand, feel, feelings mixed.
When I was younger I dreamed of a house, husband, children, dog and cat, my life devoted to this circle and nothing more, over time I added a career opening Today the circle and completely trash the word husband and I stay with family, scratch a little child and I have a word for massfront inadvertently cause to engender little people do not think now, instability, confusion, mixed feelings. Selfish.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Missouri Rules For Visitor Driving License
I already said: I do not want love and detail that made me feel and want to feel something so opposite of me. The issue is also already announced, is something that is beyond my power to find him decisióny if the target point to all this in order to completely deny the feeling I would win to the bad times I'm not willing to give me on a silver platter. So, I'm falling and I do not want. For a change - again - I use my ex as my reference point, the result this time surprised me. When I met him I liked, I was drawn, had the potential to be a friendverter "I Love You." He, the boy who is afraid of commitment, was delivered to me a little faster yet if we go by a timetable, I have to correct me, I do not know if it was fast but the two were going at a pace that the feeling and the two would grow and change each other at the point of wanting to be together.
After I finish with me, not even cross my hear "I Love You" by one - with explanations - long, long time, really is a long time, nor to meet someone with whom I would want to have something and not necessarily because I say it's my boyfriend, let alone crossed me I could make someone bornor, and I just want to be with him. The other day when I told him he was not asking to be my boyfriend, I feel that it was a relief for me was just telling the truth because for me the sign that means nothing if no through delivery, but he's still - I think I'm wrong at some point - the person who woke me up thousands of things we had forgotten, and I know that does not happen the same and confirm with their attitudes, likes my company, it feels good to me but not enough to want to be alone with me, and yes for me this is important. I'm not saying I have a problem and make a drama con this, but with the passing of the days this happens again me again, I start to believe with conviction that I'm always going to miss something to fall in love with me, I I'll never be the girl of someone who I can never steal the breath of a person, I will not leave my perfume and a little of myself stuck in that someone, I'm just the girl they are ri , in, pass it, they can talk about whatever, can do transition, they can become better people but I'll never be the one of the games, still do not believe this with all but increasingly because me to relate to someone take a stand for all this to happen and it is not & amp; aacute; well. Maybe I should forget all this, I will try to put to other and go my way, I know what I'm worth and I know very well how I am and if I can put it next to the chick ma , s beautiful world I'm the same or more qualities than her.
I have wanted to choose me in that room full of people, elect and be elected, to love and be loved, do not beg and beg to touch me some "I love you." What the hell am I doing? Why choose crumbs of affection?
Because I am a dreamer who believes in the wrong feelings, he believes in love, he believes herelationships are built as shrines which are delivered by two fully that really believes in the safe delivery histeriqueos or silly little games, I just think, and I want to believe in order to live. Once I did and I was wrong, but the flame volvíoa wrong turn and I do not even doing it.
And I say again: I am a dreamer in love.
After I finish with me, not even cross my hear "I Love You" by one - with explanations - long, long time, really is a long time, nor to meet someone with whom I would want to have something and not necessarily because I say it's my boyfriend, let alone crossed me I could make someone bornor, and I just want to be with him. The other day when I told him he was not asking to be my boyfriend, I feel that it was a relief for me was just telling the truth because for me the sign that means nothing if no through delivery, but he's still - I think I'm wrong at some point - the person who woke me up thousands of things we had forgotten, and I know that does not happen the same and confirm with their attitudes, likes my company, it feels good to me but not enough to want to be alone with me, and yes for me this is important. I'm not saying I have a problem and make a drama con this, but with the passing of the days this happens again me again, I start to believe with conviction that I'm always going to miss something to fall in love with me, I I'll never be the girl of someone who I can never steal the breath of a person, I will not leave my perfume and a little of myself stuck in that someone, I'm just the girl they are ri , in, pass it, they can talk about whatever, can do transition, they can become better people but I'll never be the one of the games, still do not believe this with all but increasingly because me to relate to someone take a stand for all this to happen and it is not & amp; aacute; well. Maybe I should forget all this, I will try to put to other and go my way, I know what I'm worth and I know very well how I am and if I can put it next to the chick ma , s beautiful world I'm the same or more qualities than her.
I have wanted to choose me in that room full of people, elect and be elected, to love and be loved, do not beg and beg to touch me some "I love you." What the hell am I doing? Why choose crumbs of affection?
Because I am a dreamer who believes in the wrong feelings, he believes in love, he believes herelationships are built as shrines which are delivered by two fully that really believes in the safe delivery histeriqueos or silly little games, I just think, and I want to believe in order to live. Once I did and I was wrong, but the flame volvíoa wrong turn and I do not even doing it.
And I say again: I am a dreamer in love.
Friday, December 26, 2008
Pool Table - Blueprints And Instructions
Yesterday was going to write, I decided not to. The dream that I took care to change my decision, I need out of me, my ideas, my thoughts, my feelings, my self in its entirety. Here goes:
was in a house, long corridor with multiple doors leading to empty rooms or other people that I could not recognize. The atmosphere was dark, like night, dim light in every corner. In one room, he was sitting in his chair to the computer, with the feet up, I stayed behind him, stroking him, until he gets a girl, who leans to greet with a kiss on the mouth, a kisss be a day without talking about the desire we feel to us all, you will not be able to do without me. " I woke up, went to the bathroom, I felt some relief to see that those images were gone, I turned on the TV, change channels, lower the volume and got lost in dreams that led me to the same before, that led me to the continuation of a nightmare was not over, demonstrating the incompleteness of what we had to say in that scenario created by my mind, that with such strong images for me to show my personality and character can not end with situations that no longer want for myself, not knowing that is paSando around me. Continuing the dream: I wanted my stuff in the house, as if he had left traces of me time to erase them in a situation like that, but not in that house, in these rooms , nothing belonged to me, nothing was part of me, nothing was built at two, I wanted to go away: WAKE UP! Wake me up! " Outta here! I'M ALONE, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO! NO MORE SUPPORT THESE FEELINGS OF SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN DAMAGED, DO NOT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING, PLEASE, I WANT TO WAKE UP! DO NOT KNOW IF THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING! and in that search and not finding, I cried, cried, wasrman.
In the dream, now that I remembered, also in the midst of my chaos, I thought of how badly he had made of my happiness have told my best friend. I am a selfish, superstitious.
I hope to find peace of mind today after I had mental bombardment.
Oh, and also world peace.
was in a house, long corridor with multiple doors leading to empty rooms or other people that I could not recognize. The atmosphere was dark, like night, dim light in every corner. In one room, he was sitting in his chair to the computer, with the feet up, I stayed behind him, stroking him, until he gets a girl, who leans to greet with a kiss on the mouth, a kisss be a day without talking about the desire we feel to us all, you will not be able to do without me. " I woke up, went to the bathroom, I felt some relief to see that those images were gone, I turned on the TV, change channels, lower the volume and got lost in dreams that led me to the same before, that led me to the continuation of a nightmare was not over, demonstrating the incompleteness of what we had to say in that scenario created by my mind, that with such strong images for me to show my personality and character can not end with situations that no longer want for myself, not knowing that is paSando around me. Continuing the dream: I wanted my stuff in the house, as if he had left traces of me time to erase them in a situation like that, but not in that house, in these rooms , nothing belonged to me, nothing was part of me, nothing was built at two, I wanted to go away: WAKE UP! Wake me up! " Outta here! I'M ALONE, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO! NO MORE SUPPORT THESE FEELINGS OF SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN DAMAGED, DO NOT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING, PLEASE, I WANT TO WAKE UP! DO NOT KNOW IF THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING! and in that search and not finding, I cried, cried, wasrman.
In the dream, now that I remembered, also in the midst of my chaos, I thought of how badly he had made of my happiness have told my best friend. I am a selfish, superstitious.
I hope to find peace of mind today after I had mental bombardment.
Oh, and also world peace.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Can A Platypus Be A Pet
I am very nerviosaaaaaaaaa
!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 !!!!!!!!! I'm gonna die > \u0026lt;Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
T_T In an hour my life changed 360 degrees kyaaaaaaaaa
and it seems I was wrong
!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 !!!!!!!!! I'm gonna die > \u0026lt;Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
T_T In an hour my life changed 360 degrees kyaaaaaaaaa
and it seems I was wrong
Friday, December 19, 2008
Provigil, Mouth Sores
For starters, you have a 100% life of its own, but you take 1% for every thing "without life" you have made. Then post it as "__% I have a life of its own"
you ever ...? (Mark with X)
\u0026lt;> spied the fotolog / facebook / myspace / other in your ex, to know of his life
\u0026lt;> spied the fotolog / facebook / myspace / other's new boyfriend @ @ your ex
\u0026lt;> spied the fotolog / facebook / myspace / other ex's new boyfriend @ @ your ex
\u0026lt;x> invented a fake msn to annoy your friends
\u0026lt;x> last more than 5 consecutive hours on the pc or watching tv
\u0026lt;x> spent over 1 hour talking on the phone
\u0026lt;x &3 notes of daily facebook
\u0026lt;> done "art attacks"
\u0026lt;> invent a new language
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%
\u0026lt;x> called and cut at you like guys!
\u0026lt;> left anonomous
\u0026lt;x> tried to assemble a Rubik's Cube (the kind with colored squares)
\u0026lt;> have been able to assemble.
\u0026lt;x> Notebook painted the squares
\u0026lt;> drawn caricatures of the teacher
\u0026lt;> invented nicknames Professor
\u0026lt;> stuck a poster of "Kick me" or "I'm maricon" someone in the back (or other insult)
\u0026lt;x> pedbeen an autograph from a famous
\u0026lt;> waited more than an hour after a concert just to get an autograph from a famous
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 87%
\u0026lt;> gone out of the channels television and asked for the autograph of a famous
\u0026lt;> been part of a fan club
\u0026lt;> made a fan club fotolog
\u0026lt;> come to a concert 3 hours or more before comiensa
\u0026lt; > made snow angels or sand
\u0026lt;x> out alone to walk
\u0026lt;> spied the neighbor
\u0026lt;> charged the neighbor
\u0026lt;x> had a diary
\u0026lt;>since age 8 or before
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 85%
\u0026lt;x> a song memory known
\u0026lt;x> in another language
\u0026lt;x> other than English
\u0026lt; x> in Chinese or Japanese
\u0026lt;x> spoken only
\u0026lt;x> talked to an animal
\u0026lt;x> talk with your plush
\u0026lt;x> talked to the plants
\u0026lt;x> , kissed a photograph
\u0026lt;x> talked to a photograph
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 75%
\u0026lt;> ... imagined that photography answers you
\u0026lt;x> spent the night awake just to v
you ever ...? (Mark with X)
\u0026lt;> spied the fotolog / facebook / myspace / other in your ex, to know of his life
\u0026lt;> spied the fotolog / facebook / myspace / other's new boyfriend @ @ your ex
\u0026lt;> spied the fotolog / facebook / myspace / other ex's new boyfriend @ @ your ex
\u0026lt;x> invented a fake msn to annoy your friends
\u0026lt;x> last more than 5 consecutive hours on the pc or watching tv
\u0026lt;x> spent over 1 hour talking on the phone
\u0026lt;x &3 notes of daily facebook
\u0026lt;> done "art attacks"
\u0026lt;> invent a new language
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%
\u0026lt;x> called and cut at you like guys!
\u0026lt;> left anonomous
\u0026lt;x> tried to assemble a Rubik's Cube (the kind with colored squares)
\u0026lt;> have been able to assemble.
\u0026lt;x> Notebook painted the squares
\u0026lt;> drawn caricatures of the teacher
\u0026lt;> invented nicknames Professor
\u0026lt;> stuck a poster of "Kick me" or "I'm maricon" someone in the back (or other insult)
\u0026lt;x> pedbeen an autograph from a famous
\u0026lt;> waited more than an hour after a concert just to get an autograph from a famous
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 87%
\u0026lt;> gone out of the channels television and asked for the autograph of a famous
\u0026lt;> been part of a fan club
\u0026lt;> made a fan club fotolog
\u0026lt;> come to a concert 3 hours or more before comiensa
\u0026lt; > made snow angels or sand
\u0026lt;x> out alone to walk
\u0026lt;> spied the neighbor
\u0026lt;> charged the neighbor
\u0026lt;x> had a diary
\u0026lt;>since age 8 or before
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 85%
\u0026lt;x> a song memory known
\u0026lt;x> in another language
\u0026lt;x> other than English
\u0026lt; x> in Chinese or Japanese
\u0026lt;x> spoken only
\u0026lt;x> talked to an animal
\u0026lt;x> talk with your plush
\u0026lt;x> talked to the plants
\u0026lt;x> , kissed a photograph
\u0026lt;x> talked to a photograph
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 75%
\u0026lt;> ... imagined that photography answers you
\u0026lt;x> spent the night awake just to v
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Wojciech Wonio Global Reason No. 17
I break my own schemes. I work up a linear plan, with the intention of getting a stable and does not want any changes or transformations in the beginning, middle and end, but as I said, I break my own patterns, I change, move, and transform Segou n my opinion. What he said was not going to do, I end up doing, in what he said he did not think I begin to believe, and so on to meet the world upside down, yet the opposite what I wanted to be my ideal.
From a very young age I grew up in a world where perfection was the pillar to be well and as idea-contradiction, for that perfection &ia, there is no perfect life, perfect person, perfect relationships, perfect love, perfect feelings, and perfect anatomy. There. As I told a friend last week, as we want perfection when most primary basis of what our eyes, in small type shows how big we ourselves are imperfect measures. Science does not explain why we die, because one day simply cease to be, breathe, stand, if we divide our body with an imaginary axis, our right side is the tracing of the left and vice versa, so if our anatomy that has nothing to do with feelings and emotions, which is what makes me write so much deli, So, once again accept the way things are.
... But does not mean that you will put my brush and paint the picture with colors and shapes.
Columbia Booze Cruise Farewell letter from [LEISURE]
Dear / or (name):
I'm not sure how to say this, but ___1___. I think I noticed this --- 2 ---, --- 3 ---- and I saw ___4___ ___5___. Sure enough, or that you ___7___ ___6___ to understand. I'm returning ___8___ but ___9___ keep as a souvenir. You should also know that ___10___ ___11___.
___12___,
"Your Name"
1. What color is your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over.
Red - Our affair is over.
White - I'll join a monastery.
Black - I hate you.
Green - Our horoscope does not match.
Grey - you're a pervert.
Yellow - I'm going to sell myself.
Pink - holes in your nose are offensive.
Café -HTMLXC Pink - tore out his toupee to
A bare foot - sitting on
Other - dating
5. What color is your underwear?
Black - my best friend.
White - my dad.
Grey - Bill Clinton.
Café - my balloon pull-farts.
Purple - My mustard soufflé.
Red - Donald Duck.
Blue - My avocado. Yellow
- my laptop.
Orange - Rock my child's library.
Pink - Manchester United goalkeeper.
None - my statue of John F. Kennedy.
Other - The crazy monk.
6. Would you rather watch on TV?
Scrubs - man
OC - Emotional One Tree Hill
- open
Heroes - Lost
frivolous -- I am available
Other - extreme make your house stinks.
8. What color are the walls of your room?
Blanca - Your ring Yellow
-
your love letters Red - Your Darth Vader poster Black
- your horoscope
stone Blue - the cushions of your couch
Verde - your photos of Los Angeles
Orange - Your false teeth
Café -
your contact book Grey - Snoopy's bib that we painted
Purple - Your old lottery tickets
Rosa - your toenails
Other - your memories of military service
9. Does the first letter of your name?
A / B - Your photo
C / D - your oil reserves
E / F - Martin, your neighbor
G / H - I
ERMO when I think of U / V - Always
try to forget W / X -
'm better off without Y / Z - Never liked
11. "Would you rather drink?
Water - our friendship.
Beer - my senile state.
soda / drink - my new life as a clone.
Soda - my incarnation as
Eskimo Milk - The apartment building Wine
- your overexposure to cocaine
Cider - A passionate interest for mice Juice
- we did imitations of Oprah Winfrey
Mineral Water - Embarrassing rash Hot Chocolate
- your fetishes
egg plants Whisky - the desire to ruin the Second World War
Other - my lan to the Boston Celtics
12. Which country prefer to go on vacation?
Thailand - With Love
USA - best memories
England - good luck in your short stay in jail
Spain - throw yourself into a river and drown
China - nasty greetings to you and yours
Germany - very calm, says goodbye
Japan - go and die burned
Greece - Your tireless foe always
Australia - Greetings from Leonardo
Egypt - Fuck
France - Another
pain - Salute your family rarely
XD yeah Now
Dear
or DEATH:
I'm not sure how to say this, but the holes in your nose are offensive. I think I realized this when vomit
I'm not sure how to say this, but ___1___. I think I noticed this --- 2 ---, --- 3 ---- and I saw ___4___ ___5___. Sure enough, or that you ___7___ ___6___ to understand. I'm returning ___8___ but ___9___ keep as a souvenir. You should also know that ___10___ ___11___.
___12___,
"Your Name"
1. What color is your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over.
Red - Our affair is over.
White - I'll join a monastery.
Black - I hate you.
Green - Our horoscope does not match.
Grey - you're a pervert.
Yellow - I'm going to sell myself.
Pink - holes in your nose are offensive.
Café -HTMLXC Pink - tore out his toupee to
A bare foot - sitting on
Other - dating
5. What color is your underwear?
Black - my best friend.
White - my dad.
Grey - Bill Clinton.
Café - my balloon pull-farts.
Purple - My mustard soufflé.
Red - Donald Duck.
Blue - My avocado. Yellow
- my laptop.
Orange - Rock my child's library.
Pink - Manchester United goalkeeper.
None - my statue of John F. Kennedy.
Other - The crazy monk.
6. Would you rather watch on TV?
Scrubs - man
OC - Emotional One Tree Hill
- open
Heroes - Lost
frivolous -- I am available
Other - extreme make your house stinks.
8. What color are the walls of your room?
Blanca - Your ring Yellow
-
your love letters Red - Your Darth Vader poster Black
- your horoscope
stone Blue - the cushions of your couch
Verde - your photos of Los Angeles
Orange - Your false teeth
Café -
your contact book Grey - Snoopy's bib that we painted
Purple - Your old lottery tickets
Rosa - your toenails
Other - your memories of military service
9. Does the first letter of your name?
A / B - Your photo
C / D - your oil reserves
E / F - Martin, your neighbor
G / H - I
ERMO when I think of U / V - Always
try to forget W / X -
'm better off without Y / Z - Never liked
11. "Would you rather drink?
Water - our friendship.
Beer - my senile state.
soda / drink - my new life as a clone.
Soda - my incarnation as
Eskimo Milk - The apartment building Wine
- your overexposure to cocaine
Cider - A passionate interest for mice Juice
- we did imitations of Oprah Winfrey
Mineral Water - Embarrassing rash Hot Chocolate
- your fetishes
egg plants Whisky - the desire to ruin the Second World War
Other - my lan to the Boston Celtics
12. Which country prefer to go on vacation?
Thailand - With Love
USA - best memories
England - good luck in your short stay in jail
Spain - throw yourself into a river and drown
China - nasty greetings to you and yours
Germany - very calm, says goodbye
Japan - go and die burned
Greece - Your tireless foe always
Australia - Greetings from Leonardo
Egypt - Fuck
France - Another
pain - Salute your family rarely
XD yeah Now
Dear
or DEATH:
I'm not sure how to say this, but the holes in your nose are offensive. I think I realized this when vomit
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Pedal Boats For Sale Jacksonville Florida Reason No. 15
A few years ago, for me the holidays were just some time off, relax and clear, nothing more, nothing less, almost two years, the holiday took on new meaning for me a new approach to anything objective, which started to be used as a shield, as proteccióny as if no matter what I feared might say "I knew it was going to happen." This only proves what I have in me a masochist.
For a change, in all this is put my ex, at 11 months of being together, ely a friend decided to go backpacking in the north in the second half of January. The night before andmy work and said goodbye to me with an uncomfortable silence and "I love you" at the end of this week I decided to go home and clarify what was going on without thinking about ending the relationship with the person I loved most and wanted to be, but this Saturday, going up the elevator in silence, being pulled in his bed, just remember that without me saying anything, I turned around - his back - and began to mourn mumbling words like "I knew you were going to leave" and in my hazy memory I have the words "do not know if I love you I do not know if I loved you, I love you, but I need more love ... "andsentences were increasingly harsh and sad. Resigned, we took a couple of kisses as a "farewell" and he will bank my cries for a few days saying that if I had screwed things, if you had not given him what he wanted This could be done, I had a satisfactory response. This drama
loving me and makes me change the position with people who are going on vacation, and especially those that I have an interest beyond friendship. Case in point: the guy I have a non-relationship, he tends to go on weekend mini-tour, leaving his old, just go .. resulting in me that sLXC ... I think my ex made me horny.
For a change, in all this is put my ex, at 11 months of being together, ely a friend decided to go backpacking in the north in the second half of January. The night before andmy work and said goodbye to me with an uncomfortable silence and "I love you" at the end of this week I decided to go home and clarify what was going on without thinking about ending the relationship with the person I loved most and wanted to be, but this Saturday, going up the elevator in silence, being pulled in his bed, just remember that without me saying anything, I turned around - his back - and began to mourn mumbling words like "I knew you were going to leave" and in my hazy memory I have the words "do not know if I love you I do not know if I loved you, I love you, but I need more love ... "andsentences were increasingly harsh and sad. Resigned, we took a couple of kisses as a "farewell" and he will bank my cries for a few days saying that if I had screwed things, if you had not given him what he wanted This could be done, I had a satisfactory response. This drama
loving me and makes me change the position with people who are going on vacation, and especially those that I have an interest beyond friendship. Case in point: the guy I have a non-relationship, he tends to go on weekend mini-tour, leaving his old, just go .. resulting in me that sLXC ... I think my ex made me horny.
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