I already said: I do not want love and detail that made me feel and want to feel something so opposite of me. The issue is also already announced, is something that is beyond my power to find him decisióny if the target point to all this in order to completely deny the feeling I would win to the bad times I'm not willing to give me on a silver platter. So, I'm falling and I do not want. For a change - again - I use my ex as my reference point, the result this time surprised me. When I met him I liked, I was drawn, had the potential to be a friendverter "I Love You." He, the boy who is afraid of commitment, was delivered to me a little faster yet if we go by a timetable, I have to correct me, I do not know if it was fast but the two were going at a pace that the feeling and the two would grow and change each other at the point of wanting to be together.
After I finish with me, not even cross my hear "I Love You" by one - with explanations - long, long time, really is a long time, nor to meet someone with whom I would want to have something and not necessarily because I say it's my boyfriend, let alone crossed me I could make someone bornor, and I just want to be with him. The other day when I told him he was not asking to be my boyfriend, I feel that it was a relief for me was just telling the truth because for me the sign that means nothing if no through delivery, but he's still - I think I'm wrong at some point - the person who woke me up thousands of things we had forgotten, and I know that does not happen the same and confirm with their attitudes, likes my company, it feels good to me but not enough to want to be alone with me, and yes for me this is important. I'm not saying I have a problem and make a drama con this, but with the passing of the days this happens again me again, I start to believe with conviction that I'm always going to miss something to fall in love with me, I I'll never be the girl of someone who I can never steal the breath of a person, I will not leave my perfume and a little of myself stuck in that someone, I'm just the girl they are ri , in, pass it, they can talk about whatever, can do transition, they can become better people but I'll never be the one of the games, still do not believe this with all but increasingly because me to relate to someone take a stand for all this to happen and it is not & amp; aacute; well. Maybe I should forget all this, I will try to put to other and go my way, I know what I'm worth and I know very well how I am and if I can put it next to the chick ma , s beautiful world I'm the same or more qualities than her.
I have wanted to choose me in that room full of people, elect and be elected, to love and be loved, do not beg and beg to touch me some "I love you." What the hell am I doing? Why choose crumbs of affection?
Because I am a dreamer who believes in the wrong feelings, he believes in love, he believes herelationships are built as shrines which are delivered by two fully that really believes in the safe delivery histeriqueos or silly little games, I just think, and I want to believe in order to live. Once I did and I was wrong, but the flame volvíoa wrong turn and I do not even doing it.
And I say again: I am a dreamer in love.
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