A few years ago, for me the holidays were just some time off, relax and clear, nothing more, nothing less, almost two years, the holiday took on new meaning for me a new approach to anything objective, which started to be used as a shield, as proteccióny as if no matter what I feared might say "I knew it was going to happen." This only proves what I have in me a masochist.
For a change, in all this is put my ex, at 11 months of being together, ely a friend decided to go backpacking in the north in the second half of January. The night before andmy work and said goodbye to me with an uncomfortable silence and "I love you" at the end of this week I decided to go home and clarify what was going on without thinking about ending the relationship with the person I loved most and wanted to be, but this Saturday, going up the elevator in silence, being pulled in his bed, just remember that without me saying anything, I turned around - his back - and began to mourn mumbling words like "I knew you were going to leave" and in my hazy memory I have the words "do not know if I love you I do not know if I loved you, I love you, but I need more love ... "andsentences were increasingly harsh and sad. Resigned, we took a couple of kisses as a "farewell" and he will bank my cries for a few days saying that if I had screwed things, if you had not given him what he wanted This could be done, I had a satisfactory response. This drama
loving me and makes me change the position with people who are going on vacation, and especially those that I have an interest beyond friendship. Case in point: the guy I have a non-relationship, he tends to go on weekend mini-tour, leaving his old, just go .. resulting in me that sLXC ... I think my ex made me horny.
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