Yesterday was going to write, I decided not to. The dream that I took care to change my decision, I need out of me, my ideas, my thoughts, my feelings, my self in its entirety. Here goes:
was in a house, long corridor with multiple doors leading to empty rooms or other people that I could not recognize. The atmosphere was dark, like night, dim light in every corner. In one room, he was sitting in his chair to the computer, with the feet up, I stayed behind him, stroking him, until he gets a girl, who leans to greet with a kiss on the mouth, a kisss be a day without talking about the desire we feel to us all, you will not be able to do without me. " I woke up, went to the bathroom, I felt some relief to see that those images were gone, I turned on the TV, change channels, lower the volume and got lost in dreams that led me to the same before, that led me to the continuation of a nightmare was not over, demonstrating the incompleteness of what we had to say in that scenario created by my mind, that with such strong images for me to show my personality and character can not end with situations that no longer want for myself, not knowing that is paSando around me. Continuing the dream: I wanted my stuff in the house, as if he had left traces of me time to erase them in a situation like that, but not in that house, in these rooms , nothing belonged to me, nothing was part of me, nothing was built at two, I wanted to go away: WAKE UP! Wake me up! " Outta here! I'M ALONE, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO! NO MORE SUPPORT THESE FEELINGS OF SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN DAMAGED, DO NOT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING, PLEASE, I WANT TO WAKE UP! DO NOT KNOW IF THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING! and in that search and not finding, I cried, cried, wasrman.
In the dream, now that I remembered, also in the midst of my chaos, I thought of how badly he had made of my happiness have told my best friend. I am a selfish, superstitious.
I hope to find peace of mind today after I had mental bombardment.
Oh, and also world peace.
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